31.07.2010~aihh

aiyoweiya...
today woke up at 12.27pm...><
so tired...
just woke up then felt dizzy le...
haizz...
no mood to do my homework~
then 1.30pm+++
ah gor sms me...
=.="
he told me that very boring at his tuition centre...
haha!
then chat awhile
*skip skip~my privacy =P*
online~
woah! luckily can on...
because yesterday don't know what happen to my messenger...
can't sign in...
luckily i got 2 acc
then find some picture(lambo-chan) but don't have...
aihh...
still felt so dizzy...@@
i think i'm going to fever...
after that yan-chan complain sth
*skip skip*
P/s: don't call her house phone!
then start to find all my homework...
but then...still no mood...=.="
then come and blogging...
aiya...
even now also dizzy...
._."

30.07.2010~或许这就是世界

或许这才是真真的世界吧！
残酷~
无情~
冷漠~
没正义~
没道理~
没理论~
没公平~

这个世界永远都只有挂牌的正义
只有挂牌的公平
只有无赖
或许吧！
这才被称为世界吧！

但还是要感谢你们
让我看清楚，原来世界是那么不公平
不公平的事件不断发生
你能阻止多久？
你能撑多久？
再说，不是每个都会听你的
那你奈他如何？

29.07.2010~Huayyee

Especially To Huayyee & Yihuan...
Huayyee说真的，我也有错。
我不知道yihuan有没有告诉你，可是我会跟你讲。
其实，如果不是我的话，今天都不会闹成这样的。
对不起。
其实，yihuan有叫我去report，可是我跟她说，迟一点才去。
那是我怕我们会被骂，因为form 5的还没坐下。
不好意识。

我知道，我今天的脾气不好。
我知道我今天是过火了，对不起。
可是，我真的很不甘心。
她弄到我们三个都哭了，可是我希望哭过就好了。
还有哦，你不需要对我说对不起。
虽然，她是你的下属，可是错的并不是你。
她都这么大了，应该懂得公平吧！
不过，你叫我接受你的道歉，那我就接受。
可是，我也希望你接受我的道歉。

说真的，回班的时候，我是故意大声说“不公平”这三个字。
原本打算要告诉你的，可是都不要了。
但我很后悔，我还是说了那三个字。
我不想讲是因为我知道你自己肯定会一直对我们说对不起。
可是，最终都……
真的很对不起。
写着写着……感觉上我也是让你哭的其中之一。
真的很很很抱歉。
我以后都不会了，I promise, okay?
请接受我的道歉和约定吧！
真的很对不起。

yihuan，我也对不起你。
如果不是我对你说“等一下才去，反正她在那么远”
如果不是我，你都不用哭了。
都是我不好，让你们哭了，也让自己哭了。
都是我一时的冲动。
想着……我也好像要跟“她”说对不起耶！
唉！全都是由我开始的。

大家，真的很抱歉！
请你们接受我的道歉吧！

28.07.2010~lalala

hmm...
just want to write...
I'll update my blog after PMR but that just a maybe...xD
but mostly is yes la...

if really got something make me unhappy then I'll post it...
xD
erm...
that's all...

Tata~

27.07.2010~我要生病

I want to sick!
aihh...

nowadays keep crazy on chocolate~
muahaha!
coz I want to cough or flu...
ohh~!
or sore throat pun boleh~
hehe...xD

like that I only can fever~
xD
muahaha!
who want to be my supplier?
xD

LE~LONG~! LE~LONG~!
Who Want To Be My Chocolate Supplier?
xD

27.07.2010~IDIOT!

sian ar!
MT! if not you, my group won't be like that!
isshh!!!
copyCAT!!!
opps!
copyMONKEY!!!

isshhh!
my group's sketch is SUCKS!
no one cooperate!!!
urghh!
I HATE THAT!!!
copy my idea la!
bu shuang me la!
go and tell every1 that I said you shorty and fatty la!!!
IDIOT!!!

urghhh!!!
every1 bu shuang you and you thought that every1 like you!!!
WTF!?
isshhh!!!
VOMIT!!!
you make me feel suppa duppa disappointed!!!



hope Wazirr tml gt go to sch la...
if nt sure die 99...

IDIOT COPYMONKEY!

25.07~I thought...

I thought I'm still the same...
But I'm wrong!
Totally wrong!

I changed!
Dependent on others!
What Am I Doing!?
T.T
I Can't Control Myself!!!
---Stress---

urghh!
wanna cry now...
But Who Can Borrow His/Her Shoulder?
aihh...

---kindda sad---
---Stress---
wanna play everyday!!!
aaa!!!
---Sob Sob---


---I Need Your Shoulder Now---
---Please Be Kind For Me---

24.07.2010~haih

aihh...
don't know what happen to me...
morning that time still in good mood de...
suddenly changed when afternoon that time...
aaa~
maybe there was something happened...
I also don't know...
haizz...
nowadays I keep thinking about jumping rope...
I want back my jumping rope!!!
T.T

haiz...
somemore there's still many people don't understand
"我现在过得好好的，我不希望有任何人把我的快乐给带走"
this sentence!
urghh!
what happen to me!?
felt so sad...so annoy!
please LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
Can't you understand what's the meaning of ALONE!?
urghh!!!
who can help me!?

juz came back from jusco...
mum and sis argued...
I helped my parents to take the oil~
excuse me! 5kg each okay!?
somemore is two big big bottle of oil!
I still got hand to put my shoes into the shoe rack meh!?
after that, I put the two big big bottle at kitchen there
terus go bath liao...
then, mum suddenly shouted my name...
okay lo...i opened the door...
she terus scolded me!
WTF!?
"eh!!!you wore your shoes and no need put back izit!!?? you very big now!? queen arr!?"
What The Hell!!!???
Can't you see me help you take the oil!?
BLIND!?
fine lo~went down and put it into the shoe rack...
hoh!!
still wanted to scold!!
"you better go and dry your hair!!!later headache don't come and find me!!!if you don't dry your hair then get headache is your problem! dai sei!!!"
What The F!?
fine liao! I really can not stand liao!
but don't know why I just didn't fight back...
haiz...

then I thought I go and online will be better...
really is I THOUGHT only...
it became worse!!!
urghh!!
don't why!
I used that kind of tone to ask you that question...
and you just DON'T KNOW THE MEANING!?
urghh!!!
by the way,you made my mood became worse!
haizz...really got nothing to write anymore!!!

but why!?
everytime after I wrote all my unhappiness, I'll feel better...
but now~
aihh...never mind~
who will care about me?
My Life Is Sucks!

24.07.2010~Lambo-chan Day!

today is Lambo-chan Dae!!!

haha!
ah gor, don't mad ohh~



bluekk! xP

22.07.2010~我现在过得好好的

我现在过得好好的，我不希望有任何人把我的快乐给带走。

That's all

22.07.2010~so HAPPII!

aaa~
today so happii!
1st time kena call by my tuition teacher (Sir Patrick)
for wat? of course answer ques la...aiyo~
that time is...
sir order us to do huraian(he gave the main point)
thn he said muz finish on time...walao 5 mins neh~
how to finish ohh!?
somemore have to write long long long de...
and my BM damn lousy!
Oh My Gosh!
1st, i very scare de lo...
scare ltr kena call by him but didnt write anything...
muahaha! suddenly~
everything CAME! walao...
write write write~
like siao zha bo~>.<
but not long at all...
thn sir said 'okay~! pelajar~!time's up!'
lol! after that sir call a boy...*read read read*
thn suddenly sir said 'Rui Xin!'
wat the doot!
so scare man!
thn i duno wat to do liao...juz stare at my paper
after that read like want to go to HELL!
damn fast man! never pause!
LOL! first time too!
*read read read* okay~finished!
thn sir said 'sangat~Bagus!'
aaa~
wanna laugh til stomach ache!
suppa duppa happii man!
1st time sir call me to answer...
and 1st time sir PUJI me!!!
woah!!!!
hiperactive now!

happii til cant oioi also can liao!
aaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!
xD
you cant feel my happii!
coz that kind of happii cant share with all of you!
muahaha! so selfish now~
duno~dun care la~
very happii jiu okay la! xD

21.07.2010~i'm sorry

I'm so sorry...
I'm not purposely treat you like that...
it is because I don't want hear any one is saying me that I keep snatch people de boy friend...
and please remember our relation now...
don't cross the line...
and don't over limit...

I don't wanna be SINNER anymore...
I keep feeling that I betray every one...
so please...
remember our relation...



(私も非常に難しいです Watashi mo hijō ni muzukashiidesu)

19.07.2010~xD

hmm...did i tell all of you that ytd i went to jusco?
haha! actually go there juz to FINISH all the jusco couponS
LOL! i gt nth to buy actually...xD
but at last i bought a pants...xD

but there was sth happened!
haha...after i chose the pants went and find my daddy...
he was sitting thn teman him lo...
btw...i saw a baby gal sat behind us...xD
thn i juz looked at her...=.=" and she gave me bread...
walao~that bread which she ate half way...
thn i paiseh liao...juz smiled and said no~
after that my bro called me to help him choose which pants should not buy...
coz all his choices are EXPENSIVE~
thn i simply said 1...haha~thn he said okay lo...no need care about that...
LOL?
haha!
thn went back and sit...xD
she gave me juz now that bread again...
ohh ya! before i help my bro i told my daddy that behind us de gal gal very cute...she will belanja you...^^

when i sat down...my daddy told me that she's only 2 years old+
omg man~so cute lo!!!
thn me and my daddy played with her...almost all the time when we were waiting for my sis, mum and bro also playing with her...so cute! xD
she called me 'jie jie~' neh~!
aaa~~~so gam dong~xD
thn i high 5 with her...i thought she duno wats that...
but i'm wrong! she high 5 back!!!
aaa!!! juz 2 years old+ leh! noe how to high 5 already...
but i guess she duno...she juz saw my hand and put her hand on my hand only lo
LOL...who cares?
haha...she likes to use her forefinger to duk my daddy's face...xD
but she likes to touch my face~!! haha~actually i perasan only la...
gt kena duk by her also...

i wanted to take a photo de lo...
but thn daddy said need to get the permission from her parents...
thn jiu suan le~
ohh ya!
she jatuh also didn't cry but smile...=.="
LOLZ~
pei fu lo~
haha...xD
suppa duppa damn cute!!!
wanna cubit her face arr~~~
but didnt cubit dao lo...scare she cry...-.-
but when she wanted to go home liao...she said bye bye to us...
thn her mummy said give a kiss for us...
she REALLY GIVE!!!
aaa~~~被她迷倒了~
haha!!!thn give back her a kiss also...
but nt touch the face or wat that kind lo...
juz like the idol ar~juz the hand that kind...xD
so CUTE~~~!!!!!!!

17.07.2010~aiyo!

hmm...
still left 6 more pages...
thn my theory will be upgraded~
haizz...
now the prob is...
my practical~~~
piano-grade 1
keyboard-grade 1...
theory-grade 2...

not balance weih~
aiyoweiya~!
>.<
i want my practical level up!
aaa~~~
*sobsob*

Final Fantasy Dae

Today is Final Fantasy Day!
haha...I simply say only~


Final Fantasy Characters!



Final Fantasy (Mix!)

haha...who want just grab it bahh...^^
Leave Some Comments! xD
I did it by myself...xD
P/s: thank you Haw didi! xD

17.07.2010~really dunwan le la...

hmm...
juz visit my fren's blog...
i agree with her...
haizz...
another person~

“我不想有任何人再介入我的世界里”
this sentence...
haizz...
keep rolling in my mind...
but not for all of you...xD
usah risau...
siao liao lo me...suddenly use BM...

hmm...
nth muchii also...

(you are trying to hurt my feeling)

16.07.2010~TIRED!

so tired for today...
haiz...
i really dunwan to post your name in my blog!
I REALLY DUNWAN!
haizz...
i anggap you as my fren...
i tried so hard to accept you!
and now...you~
haizz...maybe I'm BLIND
i anggap you as my fren...
thats why i ask you before i sit on 'your' chair...
because i care about your feeling...
thats why i ask...
but can you respect me!?
you can nod your head or shake your head to show me your answer
but please!
DUN GIF ME THAT KIND OF STUPID LOOK!!!!
and please!
DUN SHOW ME YOUR WHITES OF EYES!!!
that kind of STUPID look i DUNWAN!!!
please DO RESPECT ME!!!

i duno whether i consider as your fren anot...
but maybe not...
but i DUN CARE!
人必自侮，然后人侮之!!!
cant you understand it!?
haizz!
I really DUN UNDERSTAND you!!!
at sch...i endure! i dun wanna cry!
but at home! i cant endure!

you know? yan gt told me that let you join my band!?
at the 1st...i dunwan...
but yan said that...you CHANGED alot...
okay...i observe you
the answer is YES!
i duno whether that time my eyes are BLIND or wat!
i accept you!
I LET YOU IN!!!
and now!
i juz wan to say...
if YOU JOIN the band and I WONT JOIN!
not i wan revenge!
but is too HURT!!!
the SECOND TIME!
i BETRAYED by MY fren!!!!

this time...
i wont let it go so easily!
one more time!
GOT YOU THEN NO ME!!!
this is the way you wan me to treat you...
FINE! i can be as bad as you want!
you FORCE me to do that so!

i keep helping you to find reasons to LIE myself!
and now!
I WONT!!!
you want to do like that, right!?
OKAY! i help you to FULFILL your wish!
you know? because of you...
i said how many bad words in front of so many people!?
not saying that i din say bad words!
i got! but nt as much as today!!!

I GAVE UP!!!
I DUNWAN THIS KIND OF FEELING ANYMORE!!!
I'm giving some chances for you and you just throw them into the dustbin!
良心当狗吠!
NO MORE chance for you!!!
if Got you IN the band! and DUN HAVE me IN the band!!!
THATS ALL!!!

15.07.2010~hmm?

hmm?
根据科学研究，苯氨基丙酸是产生男女之间吸引力的物质，可以透过两性之间的眼神传递，肌肤接触而产生。开始由大脑沿着神经去到血液，继而令皮肤变红，身体发热，甚至出汗，心情会激动亢奋。这些就是男女之间热恋的感觉。
它会增加分泌，会有一种喜悦的感觉，这种状态和关系就可以定义为爱情。
Phenyl alanine is the substance that causes attraction between men and women. When their eyes met, Phenyl alanine will pass through the brain and blood, which caused the skin to turn red, body getting warmer, sweating, high or excited mood. These are the feeling of love between men and women.
Phenyl alanine will increase the secretion and hence, the joyful feeling. This state and the relationship can be defined as love.

可是，我有嚰？
没有咯！
所以，静&云不要再讲我喜欢他啦！
我是不会和干哥或干弟在一起的~
okay?
understand?
xD

ah gor...no need say thank you to me...
and it is keyboard guide book...xD
not piano...haha!
but almost the same la~
anyway...welcome! xD

14.07.2010~hmm...

this post is for yesterday(14.07.2010)~
i ponteng 1 tuition ohh...>.<
not because lazy...
not purposely...
is...too tired...

heavy rain that time...
my mum told me not to go to tuition for today...
actually i very happii...
thn i terus go and take a nap...
unfortunately...
my sis suddenly wake me up...
ask me whether wan to go to tuition anot...
i said DUNWAN...walao...
i knew that i over sleep...
but i juz cant control myself...
haiz...

tired~tired~tired~

13.07.2010~我真的累了！

我真的累了！
每天对着讨厌自己的人，看着他那张苦瓜脸
haizz...
算了！发泄完就够了！
因为我答应了他，要做baby jokerz
要开开心心
因为我答应了ah gor，每天都要'spiritFUL'
所以，我发泄完，就会没事了
不用担心！
xD

人都是自私的！

人都是自私的，但重要的是自私到哪一种程度
他为了得到某样东西，却不择手段
他为了要生气，而折磨了他的细胞

我为了你，折磨了自己
我告诉自己，无论如何都不要把你的事情说出去
但是也请你自重一点！难道你要全世界的人都知道你矮吗？
可以啊！那我成全你啊！
我的名誉悖逆抹黑，我无所谓！反正，我都习惯了！
反而是你！被全世界的人知道你又矮又重！

小矮人！
为了你，我竟然忍着自己的脾气！
可是，你可不可以不要那么过分！？
我知道我的脾气，我的嘴巴不好！可是，人的忍耐度是有限的！
不要以为只有你会发脾气，而我不会！
小气鬼！
是你逼我的！

11.07.2010~头昏昏的

今天很奇怪哦！
整天都头昏昏的
不够睡？
how i know...
唉~
很晕啊！

不想闭上眼睛
一闭上，就看到奇奇怪怪的眼睛
而且还很恐怖的
或许是我想太多那些灵异事件吧！
不过，闭上了，整个人都好像要倒在地上那样。
恐怖！

hmm...
今天练琴也是，傻傻将>.<
啊！
老师看了，都问我今天zomok...
walao...很paiseh的叻！
算了啦！
就这样！



心情不是那么好

11.07.2010~hmm T.T

hmm...

wo hai shi guan le...

hao nan gai bian na xie xi guan ohh!

T.T

haiz...

te di dui ni leng dan de...

ni ying gai dou hai hao ba?

dang ran arr! wo zai wen shen me leh?

hehe...

wo jiu shi zhe yang...zen yang?

duno...xD

suan le la...jin tian wo dou sha sha de...

dou bu dong zomok...

aihh...

suan le! suan le!

haizz...

dou bu dong wo zai zomok de...

haizz...

10.07.2010~so sian ohh...

hmm...
today every1 also say sian ohh...>.<
hmm...
today chat alot with a fren...
that fren gt many prob ohh...
hehe...but luckily...xD
i gt tried it before...thn i tell that fren lo...xD
sry ya...canot say is he or she...xD

hehe...xD
luckily today the whole day i also watch movie...
bluekk...jealous?

neh~

09.07.2010~Hari Koperasi

ahh~
no class for today!
yay!
haha...Hari Koperasi ma...
so tired weih...
today be a suppa plaster...xD
keep stick with yan...haha
why?
both of us help Madam Ee ma...xD
i go and steam the corns...
muahaha...
actually not that nice...
kay~start my story now...xD

hmm...
6.27am
reached sch le...
go canteen and look for my friends...
but thn...no table...sure no friends de lo...
thn stick with my sis lo until my dear,dear come...
thn walk with her...saw ML thn she go and talk talk talk lo...
actually that time i want go away from that...>.<
coz dun like to talk...

7.00am+
yan came!thn both of us go find mdm ee...
actually we should help mdm ee but thn kena order by pn lee...
lol...nvm...

7.30am+
mdm ee call us go to the stage behind and steam the corns
coz there gt plug...
after 15 mins the water boiled...
suddenly teacher asked us go back...=.=
coz found the plug at there and wat easier to jaga it...
suan lo...you dian dao li ma...
the water damn hot leh weih...
luckily yoong xin(the 1 take the boiled+hot water) didn't get hurt...xD
thn go and steam the corns...xD

8.30am+++
saw many ppl go buy drinks...
while waiting for my corns done so i go and help lo...
put the whole hands inside the ice tong!
juz to take the drinks for the custom...
coz they said wan colder de...
aiyo...
take out my hands from ice tong...
the whole hands red red+pain pain...
walao...

thn finish selling the corns liao...
mdm ee keep calling us go and walk walk...
teacher dunwan us!?
no la...scare we didn't use dao the kupon very 'sai yang' lo..xD
thn go dewan take the rice from chee seng gor...xD
muahaha...so tasty ahh!!!
thn go buy ice cream with yan le...

clean all the things~
*skip*

juz end up like this lo...xD
go lm with mummy and jie jie(real de)
thn go back home watch some movies and oioi 10 mins...
go bathFUL...thn TERoioi 2 hrs+...
haha...xD
wat to do...i'm piggii ma..xD
nt shy to admit it...haha!

one more time...
AH GOR! THANKZ FOR YOUR RICE OHH!!!
VERY TASTY ARR!!!
THANK YOU EVERY1 WHO HELP ME!!!
xD

suppa duppa Happii

P/s:AHH!!! I TYPED MANY WORDS ALREADY SUDDENLY HALF OF IT LOST JOR!
WUWUWU~NVM LA...JUZ PUT THIS 1ST...GT TIME I ONLY UPDATE AGAIN...

08.07.2010~我会放弃的！

从昨天开始，我绑起我的头发。
我就告诉我自己，我会放弃你的。
我告诉我自己，我可以放弃你的。
因为你对我来说，已经不重要！
更何况，你现在已有女朋友了。
我绑起头发，不是发侨，不是贪玩。
而是，我会开始一段只属于我自己的生活。
我不会顾虑那么多了，你们要讨厌我，要恨我，要咒我，都随便你们。
要不爽我也可以，我都不会管了。
脑是你们的，嘴是你们的，我管不了那么多。
要对我说脏话，都可以。
但我只有一个要求，就是请你们不要太过分。
就只有那么一个，请你们帮我完成这个要求。

在此说明，我不会再管你了！
听清楚！是你！我不管了！
还有，那些星星，我都不会再给了。
给了你，你就拿去丢。
我说不介意，你就算。
算了吧！你是你，我是我。
你是我的弟弟而已。
就这样吧！发泄完了！
不过，我答应你的be a baby jokerz，我会遵守。
我会让我自己开心的。
我不需要你再陪我了。
拜拜！

08.07.2010~ah gor~

ah gor~
muahaha...
my new kai gor~
xP

this post is special for you neh...xD
actually nth much la...
wanna ask...why you wan be my gor?(accept my request)
hehe...wo hen hao qi

That's the girl-Lightning...
leng lui right!?
her hair very very very nice+cool!!!
aaa~~~

Final Fantasy 7-Crisis Core charaters...xD

FF XIII

Final Fantasy XIII characters...xD

07.07.2010

gomenasai! >.<
after came back from Broga, I also very busy...
somemore the internet line...aihh...
but now wont dc anymore!
haha...

ANSON CHEAH TZE ANG!
dun call me 短线女王liao...okay?
bluekk...=P

hmm...
nowadays also wanna cry...T.T
kai gor...
same with the last time of you...
haiz...
one word...annoy~
really wanna cry ahh~~~
haiz...no use also...

that idiot guy!
I'll kill you!
make me SUFFER!!!
RAWR~!
isshhh...
KILL YOU!!!!