27.08.2009~ytd...

ytd...
hmm...
duno why...
25.08.2009...i wait until 12 am...
thn i sms him...
wrote"hapii birthday ^^"
hmm...
mayb...i'm still recovering...
but ytd night really very emo worr...
wats the conclusion?
who can tell me?

27.08.2009~wo~~~

wasai...
ytd keng leh...
me, my jie, diong, Mr Kayu, yan, didi, kor, ryan, lim, kim, yushin, karmun and kim's sis...
go out together leh...
haha...
but at the last we separate into 2 groups...
me, yan, kim, kim's sis, kor, didi, ryan and lim in 1 group...
thn my sis, Mr Kayu and diong in 1 group...
haha...
my group leh...go watch "UP"...
haha...funny...
but juz started...
all said about sad case...
his wife died...
sob,sob...
but nice to watch oso...
thn ho...
the kor kor ho...
very funny lo...
he sit until like sleeping punya...
somemore he sit beside me...
so paiseh leh...
aiyo...
thn the kim oso...
keep ejek me and choo...
we both nth oso...
juz kor and mei oni ma...
like that oso canot...

23.08.2009~thx...

really thank you...
thanks 4 you, seng...
if you din broke up wif me...
i really duno how come all the movies' actors and actress cry until like that...
but nw...
i felt it before and i tried it before oso...
thanks...
thank you my frens...
you all so support me...
^^...
tell you all a good news...
I'M BACK TO NORMAL AGAIN!!!
haha...happy right???
no him i oso can live until very happy 1...XD

Smile~ =]

Smile although your heart is breaking...
don't ever let him see you cry...
cause that's a show 4 him...
not a pity 4 you...
Never and Ever...

super special....

SENG=Sex, Evil N Gabber
SENG=Sucks, Evil, Noob & Gabber
SENG=Seng Ear mold N Gadfly
SENG=Short, Evil, Noob Guy

hei frens!!!
let's be creative~!
come on!!!
CREATE MORE!!!
put it at my comment there...
thx every1...
write it 4 fun~

special...

ii really gif up on you already...
u're sucks!!!
u juz like a bitch!!!
IDIOT!!!
DNGF YOU!!!
i gif you my HEART...
and you gif me wat!?
a SUCKS memory!!!
you're THE MOST SUCKS IN THIS WORLD...
你就连狗都不如!!!
I TOLD MYSELF AND EVERYPPL NW!!!
I REALLY GIVE UP ON YOU!!!
NO MORE HOPE 4 YOU!!!
IDIOT!!!
SUCKER!!!
I'll let you REGRET FOREVER...
REGRET that YOU THROW ME AWAY!!!
FOREVER AND EVER!!!!
NO MORE HOPE!!!
0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% of chance oso DUN HAVE!!!
no...idiot nt suitable 4 YOU!!!
there's no words suitable 4 you...
oni gt SUCKS this word suitable 4 you!!!

21.08.2009~erm...

erm...
aiya...
nth to do write but i gt the feel to write...
hmm...
say it clear...
actually...
i dun love my 10th kor kor punya...
i juz anggap him as my good kor kor oni...
i...
i nt dare to tell him this 1...
i scare i hurt him...
wat to do???
haw...
can you help me tell jen wei???
pls~
help me tell him...
dun waste his time to get me...
i'm useless...i'm nt good 4 him...
thx...
jie jie love you oo haw...
the love mean jie jie and didi punya...
leing...dun salah anggap....ok?
i love you all oso...
MUAKZZZ!!!
and i PROMISE nw...
I NEED 1MONTH TO 4GET ABOUT HIM...
I PROMISE NW!!!
listen clearly~~~!!!

21.08.2009~today...

tdy is xin jing's birthday...
so i bought a present 4 her...
thn she terus hug me and my sis...
haha...
she juz like a kids...XD
hmm...
gif me some comment...
my ke-10 kor kor wanna pikat me oo...
he said it out to me already...
should i accept him?
but i haven 4get about him~...
how nw???
but...
i told him...
maybe cant accept you...sry...if wan accept oso nt now...coz i juz BU oni...i need 1 month...
this sentence gt gif him any hope?
haiz...
i dun wanna hurt any1 anymore...
juz like tdy...
gal A and boy A...
they like each other...
but...
boy A told gal A yes...
mean he accept her...
but the gal A...
suddenly...
said...SRY ITS TOO LATE~...
aaa...
wat the...why she say like that?
they both love each other punya wat...
but...why!?
love is a brave...
love is caring and loving...
muz be brave abit and dun be shy...
although u love some1 doesnt mean muz get your lover...
but if gt chance...
juz dun let the chance go...
it come once a year...
that's very difficult to get the chance...
so...
i hope every1...
DUN LET THE CHANCE GO AWAY FROM YOU...
and shy is NT ALLOW in love...
rmb...BE BRAVE!!!

21.08.2009~ytd...

ytd i did sth very stupid 1...
you all sure will scold me 1...
ytd he didnt come to sch...
but i duno...
haiz...
thn i juz keep on asking his fren where is him...
but when i heard his fren said...
oh...he didnt come...
i feel sad...
duno why...
thn after i see the dot~...
i feel so angry...
i told myself...
gd la!let him sick until die!
haiz...

19.08.2009~i juz wanna tell u...

I juz wanna tell you sth that you 4 gt...
YOU BROKE PROMISE!!!
IDIOT!!!
my HEART was BROKE!!!
all because of YOU!!!

19.08.2009~finally...you did it...

tdy...
after recess...
i saw you like gt sth wanna tell me...
but i dun care...
i juz eat my lolly pop...
thn he come to my place...
thn he said...
"rui xin...i gt sth wan to tell you..."
thn i know wats happening...
after tat...
he said"i wan broke up wif you"
thn i juz nod my head sambil eating my green apple flavor lolly pop...
haha...
but thn...
my heart still broken...
thn i cried 10 seconds..
after that...
siao wif my frens already...

18.08.2009~1 year+ some months...

1 year+somr months' relationship end like that...
it shouldnt be that...
i know that love is cant force...
so i'll follow you...
i'll follow you that you wanted...
there's nth will happen to me and you anymore...
after you say BU...

18.08.2009~1 song...

oni gt this song cant describe my feeling nw...
i gt this song in my this blog...
the 1st song...
Chris Daughtry-Over You...
you all try to find his lyrics...
thn you all will know my feeling...

18.08.2009~(no Title)

tdy very moody oo...
many things have to worry...
haiz...
nw everything settle...
except...me and you...
i really dun hope that you will do like that...
i gt 1 ques...
should i gif up on you nw?
i really duno...
haiz...
i really cant think when i lose you that time...
i will do wat...
i will become like wat...
i juz dun hope that...
but if ur reason is...
you dun love me anymore...
mayb i really will gif up on you at that moment when u say that...
can we couple like last time?
can you dun say BU this 2 words to me?
sry my frens...
sry that i din listen to you all...
i really regret already...
i shoild listen to you all...
if i listen to you all...
i wont become tdy's me...
sry...gif you all so many problem...
haiz...
i really duno wat to do anymore...
i cant feel anything...
except...
PAIN...
my heart really broke nw...
when i heard you say that...
i juz cry in front of aileen, jing, kimberly and chuan zhan tdy...
i cant endure...
i really cant believe that...
sob-ing...
i will stop here...
if nt...
my tears drop everywhere...

17.08.2009~tml lagu patriotik competition

tml lagu patriotik competition jor oo...
all kena force punya...
haiz...
nw the most 1 need is his wishes and encourage...
but he duno anything...
how leh?
no his wishes and encourage maybe i will lose 1 worr
muz gt some1 come to my blog and see nw...
thn go and tell worr...
but takkan...
haiz...
he told me that he will support me if i go and join any singing competition...
but nw duno he will support me anot leh?
i hope he supports me...
scare nw...
i really need him nw la...
T.T...sob,sob...
how oo?
WISHES!!!ENCOURAGE!!!
haiz...
no more keyakinan la...
sob,sob

17.08.2009~my heart was breaking

haiz...
tdy...some1 told me sth...
when i heard about it...
my heart was breaking...
its too hurt 4 me...
but how?
he oso duno...
he know i dunwan BU meh?
he duno...
no1 tell him...
everytime gt anything nt happy things happen to me...
the 1st 1 i will think is you...
but how?
you duno about that...
you juz know the fade things...
and you took it serious...
haiz...
i juz dunwan BU wif u la...
I DUNWAN!

i hope some1 will ask you come to this blog...
and see all my post...
haiz...
really hope that...

17.08.2009~ytd night~

ytd night gt 3boys kena play by me...
3 oso 4sc2 punya...
haha...
nice la...
1 of them (Mr Kayu) kena play by me until he wan tor tor...
haha...
another wai kit...
play wif me...haha...
thn another jit yoong...
both of us siao together...
muahahaha...

心墙

一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

sounds like us...^.^

15.08.2009~everything on my face...

everything on my face are fade...
i said that i hate you...
but actually is i love you...
i cant control about that...
i juz dunwan you be a bad guy in every ppl eyes...
so i have to do like that...
but pls...
dun think i'm very mulia...
i do all the things are because three words...
i guess you already knew the words...
haiz..
what to do...?
i juz dunwan you broke up wif me oni...
i do like that izit very stupid???
haiz...
i cant think how much that i love you...
i only can think how much you love me...
stupid right???
zzz...
i juz wanna tell u that...
Everything On My Face Are Fade~!

15.08.2009~today everything like...

today the trip which is go to HELP institut to join the kursus called off...
but teacher told us tis morning oni...
so we all didnt bring the books...
but luckily gt teacher but the teacher dunwan teach cause no ppl listen...
haha...
haiz...
but very sian today...
i thought he gt go to sch...
but unaware...
he didnt come...
he knew it...
but at the end of the day...
the things that he knew oso less thn me...
everything he think, he oso will thought that is correct...
if wrg already oso dunwan listen to others...
izit u really wanna do that to me???
its very hurt to me you know???
HURT...it will cause a scar on the my heart...
n_n
(T.T)

14.08.2009~i still miss you...

I STILL MISS YOU~~~!!!

14.08.2009~no1 knows my feeling nw...

haiz...
everytime do the same thing...
i saw from my heart...
i saw that Seng like hate me already...
the feeling that kena hate is very bad...
but how?
i cant control...
i told all my friends that i hate you...
but actually when i bck to house...
i'll miss u again...
i duno why...
i hope that you know about it...
but mayb you wont know forever unless some1 tell you about it...
nvm...
i juz hope only...
dun care about it la...
oh ya...
i bought a book...
name: DAVID HEWTON-Dante's Number...
yeah~
that's cool mayb...
haha...

14.08.2009~there's sth happened between me and you...

ytd some1 told me about it...
i'm nt sure that whether i should believe anot...
coz that ppl is lie everytime...
but today...
i heard sth from my best friend...
she told me the same thing that the ppl told me ytd...
and nw...
i have to make a decision...
i'm really nt sure about it...
i duno whether u will do anot...
i only can say that I'm Hurt...
when i heard about it...
i ask myself...should i gif up on you?
but at that moment...some1 tells me NO...
it's that wat i'm thinking?
i'm nt sure...i feel so rumit nw...
but today really really very bad...
every classes have to decorate because of the hari kemerdekaan...
i hate that...
everytimes gt anything i also will involve...
but everytime i try to change the fact...
but the fact told me that i couldn't change anything eventhough u use up all your energy...
i really hate that...
today i scolded Kuhan because he throw the cholk to yew kin when he was opening the flags...
but that time i endure it...
thn the second time came...
but i scolded wrong ppl...
i scolded Kuhan but that time is Seng did it...
thn i argue with him...
he said "oh...he's ur bf la...no need to scold la...k la...!"
thn i beh song already...i said "ok! Seng stop that~!ok?!enough?!fair now?!"
thn he said "no!"
after that i said "ok!i quit!i dunwan do anything anymore!"
i really hate that...
but because of that...i feel that Seng dun like me anymore...
wait 1st...every1 pls dun misunderstood...this is nt the fault that Seng did...
nt Seng's fault...
haiz...mayb my tempere juz like sim...
BAD!!!
i hate that feel...
wat should i do nw?
i really confuse...@.@...
haiz...mayb sth will happen but i cant scold it...
that's me...
ulala~~~

08.08.2009~aiyaya

aiyaya...
tdy kor kor(choo) ho...he keep dc...somemore din help me lv up...
so bad oo...heng!...until nw oso dc oo...wasai...make me so so so sian oo...
haha...
luckily gt jing's blog...
her blog very special 1...special create 4 her novel 1...
haha...go and see see la...but is chinese 1...if u read sambil think the image...
very cool 1...haha...
haiz...
very sian leh...
nth can write but i dunwan my post so short...
aiyaya...
god ar...pls tell me la...
sian sian sian leh...
no sick no love no ran(game) no pain...
aiya...
gt pain la...my throat until tdy still pain leh...
wasai...wanna eat a piece of cake also pain until siao leh...
n_n
(~.~)
(,)-(,)
kakakakaka...haha...nth to do ma...see whether 1st...
k la...write until here thn tata la...
bye~muaks~

07.08.2009~phew...

finally gt energy to update my blog...
last few days no energy until want take an empty bottle oso cant...
wasai...so damn san fu oo...
haha...but finally it passed...
woo~~~hoo~~~
no need scare is demam denggi or H1N1...haha
yesterday...chuan zhan chat wif me...
he said" seng ask me to tell u...if he didnt reply u means his hp bo lui(no money)"
should i believe???
this sentence keep turning in my brain...
i want the answer oni...gt the answer i wont feel so dizzy...
haiz...
mayb i should believe him...
aiyaya...say all those sad things again...heha...sry...
hmm...
gt energy already...sure is play ran wif my kor kor(choo) la...
haha...1st time saw a girl like tat right???
juz recovering frm sick thn terus play games wif boys...haha
mayb this 1 is my real face gua...
k la...while waiting 4 my kor...i go bath 1st...bb...
RECOVERING FRM SICK...~.^

03.08.2009~so so so "lucky" today

today...so so so "lucky" oo...when i woke up...

i felt abit dizzy...thn i told myself...'haha...sure fever already lo'...

after tat, i terus go to sch...and didnt care about i gt fever anot...

thn...when i jaga class tat time...i keep on coughing...

but tat time i thought i cough oni...

unaware...after recess...i terus fever...

wasai...so damn "lucky" lo...

how cum i say i get full As...but it didnt happen 1???

how cum all the bad things u say sure will happen 1???

when 1.05pm...i go down alone(seng they all go down together oni gt me walk alone)...thn i put a moody face in front of them...

thn tps cum here and ask me..."y u so moody 1?"

thn i said "i fever la"...somemore is say in front of seng lo...

he juz act like nth and didnt hear about it...

nvm la...he always like tat 1...

after tat...mabel's sis ask me gif the biscuit to mabel...

so i walk up again...

when i coming down...i felt like...wanna fainted already...but i told myself...

still gt abit oni ma...juz endure la...

thn i success go down...but too bad i heard seng said"she didnt look at me!!!"

he said it louadly to tps...thn i walk pass through them and didnt do anything...juz walk oni...

mayb is my fault gua...

after i went home...my sis help me take my hp down...at tis moment...

i keep on thinking "seng sms me la...sms la..."

i keep on waiting of him...but he didnt do anything...mayb he really angry me...

izit muz wait until we...he oni will cherish me???

mayb nt...but mayb yes...

aiya...watever la...i feel so dizzy nw...everythings are moving nw...tak boleh tahan la...

tml i nt going to sch oo...sry to my frens...

coz i almost fainted at home...so parents dun let me go to sch tml...

erm...k la...write until here la...i oso wan go rest rest jor...if nt really fainted...bye~

02.08.2009~special nightmare today...

Today gt a special nightmare...
is about seng and me...
we are in harry potter and ran online...
1st...
he and me use our own magic wand to kill a cat...
the cat wanted to kill all the ppl in tis world...so we go and kill it...
thn...seng use his magic wand to shoot the cat's head...oni gt green flame on its head...thn nth...
after tat...seng and me use our own magic wand to shoot it...but does not effect anything...
so i run another way for killing the cat's body...unaware...i shoot its body while seng shoot its head...it really die...
2nd...
we are at ran online already...0.o
i saw seng kena beat by the little hooligan...
thn seng beat bck...
but duno y...suddenly little hooligan evolve to hooligan...
hooligan use his belt to beat seng!!!
OMG~~~!!!
a trace made by the belt which hooligan holding...
OMG~~~~~!!!!
seng is BLEEDING!!!
aaa~~~!!!
thn he terus fainted!!!
and he go into hospital...
at the last...
i keep on taking care of him...help him clean his body, massage...and many...

I hope tis nightmare can continue...
I wanted to know the end...

Two people meet each other...

Two people meet each other with God's arrangement...

I Believe That...