30.04.2010~很忙嘛你

你今天很忙，对吧？
你也没时间理会我！
你知道我有多无奈吗？
今天，我发烧了！
你说过什么就要做到！
我真的很笨，会相信你！
你知道我在那边X你吗？
又怎样！？你也没反应！
每天一直等！
结果是……什么都没有！
T3T 你知道我真的会哭吗？
我哭了，你就说我发烧；我发烧了，你就不睬我。
又听过一首歌叫《傻瓜》吗？
它的歌词真的和我没分别。
---歌词---
其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜
---完毕---

有些人应该看得明白了吧？
不明也算了~我只是在怨天而已！

30.04.2010~moody

Moody~
haiz...
there's got people that I MUST scold here!

Hxx!
ya! is you!
said that I almost KILL you!?
WTF!!?? how am I going to KILL you!?
use your brain please!
I really don't understand how you got your 12 As, 8 As and your 6 As!
this happened in the EARLY morning(6.15am) and you can remember till now(7.42pm)!?
WOAH!!!give some claps to HIM!!!
N years before you said that xYx very 'fat hao' then blablabla~~~
okay! fine! I listened! but now leh!? idiot! sucker!! DORK!!! JERK!!!!
I really don't understand how can you be a PREFECT!
but your attitude just same with RESIDUE! no different!(mine also not as good as someone else)
kecil hati till can remember who made you angry before...
remember what happened before!
WOAH!!! I'm not bad too!!!

I still can remember how you treat me when I'm small!!!
don't think that you are a GOOD person...I can tell you the truth now!
there's NO for you!!!
horr!
said till wanna 'F' me horr?
WOAH! a person who is PREFECT+get some many As for the exams can say that to me!?
CLAP please!
you scolded me ' don't wash your bottle here! no brain ahh! go others place to wash la BRAINLESS!'
haha!!! funny!
and now you did! wanna know why this early in the morning I so angry?
because of YOU!!!
you did that in the early morning!!!you still said 'go rush for what? you all have to wait for me only can go to school...'
you think that you are prince or what?
because of that! we all wake up early! and you make us 'late' for school! trap in the traffic jam!
but how!?
you won't kena scold FOREVER! but how bout us!? how bout me!?
we all kena scold because of YOU!!!
T3T...always say ' don't bullshit me please!'
and now i wanna say 'please don't BULLSHIT me TOO! "prince!"'
you how we feel when the things are not our fault!?
DON'T know!!! RESIDUE!!!
call me BRAINLESS right!?
YA! I'M BRAINLESS! BUT AT LEAST I'M NOT STUPID!
say my brain grow at butt there!?
YA! SO WHAT!? BETTER THAN YOU, OKAY!? GOT BRAIN ALSO DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE!
THIS ONLY CALL AS STUPID!
STUPID!

sorry

To: Melanie (3D de and NO other Melanie)

Je mi ľúto, čo som povedal dnes ... Nejsem zámerne povedal, že na vás. >. <
Jej pretože nie som v dobrej nálade, to je dôvod, prečo som taký zlosť, dnes ... TT
Je nám ľúto, môžete mi prosím odpusť mi?
Viem, čo hovorím, teraz je k ničomu, ale napriek tomu som chcel povedať ...
Ospravedlňujeme sa!

17.04.2010~wasai!

today saw something...
very interesting de!
xD for me only...not for you all...
haha! paiseh nor~

lalala~siao-ing...
hmm...lot of pressure neh...
wanna cry le...T3T
cry now!
wuwuwuwu~

baii baii la guys...
juz pass by and play awhile only...

16.04.2010~wo bu shuang le!

wo zhen de bu shuang le!
wo ba ni men dang cheng zhi ji...dang cheng zui hao de peng you!
er ni men ne!?
ba wo dang cheng kong qi le ma!?
hai shi dang cheng di shang...ping ming de cai ye wu shuo wei!?
ba wo dang tou ming le...dui ba!?

you ren he shi qing dou bu gao shu wo...
bu guan shi xiao de hai shi da de dou bu shuo...
ran hou jiu shuo wo "aiya...ni bu dong de la"
wo xin zhong de da an jiang hui shi "ni bu gao shu wo, wo na li dong!!!"
bu ran jiu hui shuo "bu ke yi jiang de!"
jie guo ne!? ni men gao shu bie ren dou bu yao gao shu wo!
hen shuang ma!?
ni dong bei ren pie zai yi bian de gan jue ma!?
zai xue xiao, shi sui pei ni men dian?
shi sui zhen tian bu gu mian zi, zai ban xiao chou dou ni men kai xin!?
bei ren shuo wo zai ban shang fa qiao! wo ye bu guan le!
ke shi, ni men ke yi dui wo gong pin yi dian ma!?
mei yi ci dou shi zhe yang!
kai xin le jiu wang le wo!
na wo ne!?
zai wo zui kai xin de shi, ni men jiu pie kai wo!
ni dong na zhong tong ma!?
ni dong chong gao chu diao xia de na zhong gan jue ma!?
bu dong!!!
mei you ren hui dong!!!
dang wo bu kai xin de shi, bu xiang jiang hua de shi hou, ni men cai guo lai...ran hou shuo wo "rui xin, ni zomok ohh? zomok suddenly emo?"
suddenly emo!?
hen hao xiao!!!
wo shang xin de shi hou you ren zhi dao ma!?

dui wo er yan, wo bu hui ba wo bu kai xin de nian she cheng xian chu lai...
dui! wo bu ke yi tou shu!
yi qie dou shi wo zi zao de!
yi dian ye bu guan ni men de shi!

To: "toot"
ni shuo ni hui pei wo de...ke shi, wei shen me dou mei you? wo yao de pei bu shi zai wo kai xin de shi, er shi wo shang xin de shi hou...T3T...
wei shen me dou mei you?

wo zhen de jue de...wo he ni men de ju li tai yuan le...
yuan de jiu hao xiang ni men zai di qiu er wo zai huo xing qiu...
huo xu, mou xie ren zai kan wo zhe ge post de shi, hui shuo"then ni jiu qu huo xing qiu lo!"
dui ba? bu xie le...
wo zhen de ku le! zai ye wu fa ren shou zhe zhong tong!
dan wo bing bu hui jiu zhe yang er zai ni men mian qian ku!
yong yuan dou bu hui!!! I promise!!!

16.04.2010~haiz...

hmm...my mood now?
erm...okay okay gua...(lie gua)
mou mt...please dont kacau me already la...T3T
i noe you changed alot...but can you give me some spaces?
T3T...feel like cant breath le la...
and you said you dunwan talk to mou M le (long time ago)
thn why now...

haiz...feel so moody...
feel so LONELY...T3T
every year...every week...every day...every time...every second...every mini second...
got the same feeling...
hmm...wondering...izit have to pretend? or have to give you all see my lonely face...
really duno wat i can do le...

Dear,dear: you still haven tell me what happen...when you only tell me? dun be sad okay?

walao...i siao already...call ppl dun sad and now...i'm...isshhh!
i really duno what i can do le...T3T...
i wan more work...i want more things to let me do...
i want you all give me all your work...
i want many works to anaesthesia me...T3T...
i want you all talk wif me...T^T
wuwuwu...i crazy le...
i dunwan that lonely feeling...
i dunwan you all leave me alone...
i dunwan you all...T.T

What I still waiting for? I duno...I have to give up on "toot" now...

suan le bahh...
everything will be back to normal...

12.04.2010~ulalala

hmm...
today...okay okay la...
3/4 is moody but 1/4 is OKAY~
hehe...
today recess time...
I'm late for duty...coz i have to call my mum(kena order by my sis lo)
but then...
before i go call...its already recess(bell rang long time ago-5mins bahh)
i go to block E...you know what i see?
I see no people...haha...that fa lo hon haven come lo
dah biasa...xD
hmm...HuayYee please don;t get it wrong...
I'm not sengaja want to write it down...xD
I just to tell you what is happening when recess time...
cause scare later got anything happen...xD(the main point)
muahaha...

but funny today...
I keep singing when i jaga-ing...xD
cause wanna "sak zhu" fa lo hon's dream lover...xP
haha! she cant talk to me...
walao man! i sang so loud...><
actually abit shy...haha
hehe...then...the point has came~

haha...
then, i walked with her...xD
dunwan write name le...it sounds like wanna menghinakan dia...xD
then keep singing~singing~singing!
then,suddenly fa lo hon came!
i sengaja like tak mau peduli him lo...
cause i dunwan to peduli oso...xD
you know what he did!?
he smile to her!!!
omg man!
makan cuka! makan cuka! (write for fun)
SIAO MEH!? malay nar....(wo bu yao bao tou xD)
isshhhy! so yong sui!
then she smile to him too!
walao man!
did she know what is call shame!?(maybe don't -edited by xinz)
aiyaya...xD
but that's fun...xD

haha...nowadays i really like to write blog le...
don't why oso...xD
hmm...maybe bu shuang jiu blah chu lai bahh...
ya! xD
kay lo...
nightz~

12.04.2010~

To: Yan
don't care le la...
that's really not your fault...
smile~okay?
don't care whatever that "toot" said to mou "toot" okay?
that's pointless!

To: Jing
I didn't forget about you...^^
sorry today at bilik muzik...
sorry that I said "qi shi wo ye bu shuang ni le lo"
sorry~please forgive me...
I'm not mean it...
but you have to know something...
I'm so lonely, so disappointed, so moody, so...sad about that...
I cannot live without you, you know?(not meluahkan perasaan saya la)
haiz...
I feel so lonely nowadays...
I cant even get what you all talking about...
Yan, you knew that feeling, right?
I just wanna find some 1 can let me say all my unhappiness...
I wanna find a friend which is can let me believe that friend 100%...
not say that you all cant be trusted...
but you know what?
I'm badly hurt after all happened...
and you knew it too...
I cant even think who is my friend, who am I going to trusted...
I cant even think about that...T3T
I really badly hurt...
I cant even know what I want now...
I cant even...know anything now...
every parts of my body are stop working...
even my brain...
My Heart...
espcially my Heart...it is like freeze long time ago...
its already beku...cant move, cant pump blood, cant even feel what is pain...
Can you really know What am I talking about?
Can you really understand that feeling?
I hope you and Yan know about that...

To:every1
please don't come near me...
I'm very moody nowadays...
if hurt your feeling...then i say it here...
sorry~

12.04.2010~haiz...what a moody day again~

what a bad day~
COZ YOU HAD A BAD DAY~YOU toot toot~(forgot the lyric) ><
not happy la...
why all the things crush(use wrg le?duno ohh eng very lousy) together!?
OMG man!!!
I cant handle it~!!!!
wuwuwu...
who can lend me his/her shoulder?
wuwawuwa~~~
so difficult to live happily now!!!
aaa!!!
I'm going to CRAZY!!!

what did I do before i was born!?
need to pay back is it?
come bahh! take my life bahh!
isshhhy!
luckily that Muhd. Irham didn't make me angry le...
horr horr~~~he's late to duty...xD
kena tangkap by me le...but i didn't scold/tell him...
aaa!!!
tml only tell bahh...
If he is late again~haha...sure DIE!
ursshhhy~

really moody!
aaa!!!T3T
wanna die now~>.<
what I can do now!?
who can teach me!?
WHO CAN LEND ME HIS/HER SHOULDER!?
if tml lend, tml after school sure will give back le...
haiz...

started from I got a junior that day~
my moody suddenly turned 360 degree...
OMG~~~360 degree!!!
ya~i didn't write it for fun or use "kua zhan xiu ci shou fa"
really...if don't believe ask my friends...xD
the best saksi and proof le...xD
haiz...keep pretending...KEEP PRETENDING~
walao! difficult leh~
although my patience can count as no limit...
but why!?
why the God need to treat me like that!?
T^T...
haiz...too many le...
TOO MANY LE LA~~~T3T
please forgive me if i say "I hate you/I bu shuang you/get lost/any sentences that i hurt your feeling"
paiseh~really paiseh~
sorry, guys!

10.04.2010~hmm...

To: Yan
ta bu shi bu shi he wo la, yan...
is we both dun dare to step 1 more step...xD
haiz...duno la...

feel like wanna sleep forever
dunwan to wake up...
or i wake up and everything is the same...
like DREAM~

oh ya...
i gt asked you how to put "my mood" right?
i dun care le...
coz i duno how to put la...
and my blog add 1 Tik Tok in le...xD
cute cute de Tik Tok...
hmm...actually its name nt call Tik Tok de lo...
you go to the website and see...xD
another name de...
i juz change it oni...
._.
hmm...nothing to write le...
juz that...
I HAVEN'T FINISH MY SEJARAH CORRETION!
aaa~T3T
4 times neh! how to finish ohh!?

10.04.2010~T.T

bu kai xin! bu kai xin!
ta you luan fa feng le!!!
zhen can!
zui jin, ta dou zhe yang...
yao wo si meh!?
shuo hao ni T wo I de...zhen me....!!??
haiz...bu xiang jiang le!

hmm...duno why...
nowadays i also dont happy...
dun even feel 0.0000000000001% happy...
haiz...
maybe my life started to change to what what le...
i also duno...so charm ohh!
can any1 teman me be prefect!? i so lonely...be a percubaan oso okay la...T.T
every recess time have to face that "fa lo hon" and "fa lo hon's dream lover"
haiz...and that "fa lo hon's dream lover" sure will talk alot de...
i hate that la...bising sangat!
i rather 1 ppl jaga block E...
but feel abit LONELY lo...
gt them!
i DIE! wont LONELY!
aaa...

nowadays, i dun like to talk le...
coz feel unhappy at all...
so dunwan talk le...
and pls dun make me angry!
or else...you will DIE in my HAND!
especially you! (fa lo hon & fa lo hon's dream lover and mou MT)
thats all...
others will be okay for me...^^
anyway, jing!
thankz for your support!

To: fa lo hon
saya tau BI kamu tak baik...(my language pun tak baik xD)
tapi kamu pun tak boleh cakap(use wrg word gua, feel abit weird) saya macam tu!
kalau kamu buat sekali lagi, saya tak akan beri peluang utk kamu lagi!
tak faham!? kamu tanya saya la!
kenapa nak lakon!?
nak jadi superman ke!? atau superFISH!?
tak layak la...
be urself better!

To: HuayYee
I can handle le...
think 1 day le...
sure can handle...xD

To: Yan and Haw
not ur fault...
dont need say sorry to me...^^
and I'm okay xD

To: all my frens
Don't worry about me...
worry your examS!
gambateh every1! xD

SMILE EVERYDAY THOUGH YOUR HEART IS BREAKING! xD ._.

09.04.2010~hmm?

To HuayYee: why you said my lastest post very cool?hmm...anyway thank you xD

nar nar~
back le! back le!
err...today can count as "okay okay" la...
that Irham didnt make me angry le...
coz i dont even wanna talk with him xD
only see his behaviour lo
Siah finally go to jaga le...xD
talk alot with her...

but 1? things? (maybe got some more)that she said "Irham? no ar, he treat me very good ar...my legs very pain then he will ask what happen...i juz "knock knock" (use wrg words dont blame pls~><) my backbone then he'll ask pain ohh?"
ALAMAK!!!
chasing her!?
did you know who is your senior ohh?
chinese call as "对人不对事"terbalik de...xD
anikuanneh~
why you didnt treat your senior as good as you treat Siah de?
isshhhy!
but its okay for me...xD
cause I DUNWAN MUHD. IRHAM BE MY JUNIOR~
HuayYee: sorry about that, but i really dunwan him be my junior but i still can tahan la ._.
T.T sorry~

i rather take form 4 de to be my junior also dunwan him...T.T
really beh tahan him le la~
wuwuwu~be a senior til like me really "sat bai" xD

08.04.2010~isshhhy!

isshhh!
muhd. irham! what happen to you!?
said that i called you to stand at there...
when i talk to you!?
i din even see you in every mornings okay?

asked you"where you duty ahh?"
what you answer!?
"okay~okay~(laughing)"
what!?
okay!? fine!

yi huan leh!?
what she said to you!?
she called you to go and duty when the bell rang...
but what you did!?
your duty is jaga flags!?
isshhh...
after she told you about that...what you did?
go where ohh?
tandas ke!?
atau pergi cari kawan dan main di sana?

i really duno how to teach le...
and recess time...
i eat at block E! ya, i admit! i gt wrg too...
but where you go!?
more than 10mins you only came!
omg!

really really "gek hei"...
isshhhy! ursshhhy!!!!

07.04.2010~omg man! damn tired!

isshhhy ursshhhy~
today is a sports day.
lalala...essay!? no way la...xD
hmm...I should help PBSM de kecemasan de...
but luckily madam Ee called yan and me...xD
if not today be a black pig...
can call as "siu zhu"(pig that bakar already) oso...xD
haha...

but so zadao de lo!
our job is ganti ppl who didnt go up to the stage!
the 1st ppl kena this sure is yan de la...xD
after that is me~
you wanna know what yan told me after we ganti already?
haha...she said"so happy ohh! 1st time go up to the stage and take the prizes! but its juz ganti oni!"
LOL!

but its true...
very happy...xD
1st time go up neh!
sure very very very nervous de...xD
haha...
then, when that time encik abdul aziz gave us the prizes...
and he asked"ganti ke?"
then WE ALL said" ya, wakil saja."
then we all(inculding encik abdul aziz) laughed til siao man!
ALL is ganti oni!
haha...

hmm...felt like this year de sports day very special...and meaningful too...xD
lalala! hope next year can do the same thing...xD
coz its really fun!

but...i feel like wanna run 800metre...
my sis called me too...
but i sure die de...
100% sure die...xD

07.04.2010~sorry ohh yan

nar~
I update now...xD
sorry to make you wait ohh, yan!
bu hao yi shi~

juz like i told you at the stadium...
mou K will kena post lo...xD

mou K!
ting zhe!
bu yao yi wei ni shi wo de sui...
mei you zi ge qu bi wo zuo ren he yi yang dong xi!

mou Y!
ni mei nao ahh!?
da da da!
wo gao ni fei li ar!!!
shuo sheng "wei" dou hen nan ma!?
bu yao diao ni de zui la!
er shi zhu!
mei yong de jia huo!!!
bu yao yi wei wo bu hui fan kang ar!
shi wo bu hui cai ni zhe zhong niang niang qiang!!!

02.04.2010~gou le!

gou le!
wo zhen de shou gou le!
wo cai dao ni de wei ba ma!?
hen hao wan ma!?
wo bu fan kang bu dai biao wo bu hui!
wo bu shi mei nao de!

mou A ni gei wo ting zhe!
bu yao zi lian le!

mou J ni ye shi!
bu yao yi wei ni shi si jie shang zui hao de!
bu yao bang zhe ta men le!!!

mou W!
ni you nao mei nao ar!?
luan san buo yao yan!?
siao le shi ma!!??

ni men gei wo ting zhe!
ruo you yi tian wo zhen de bao fa chu lai...bu yao guai wo!!!
na shi ni men zi zhao de!

bu chong:
mou C
gei wo gun!
bu yao zai rang yan shang xin le!

mou M...
hao wan ma!?
da ren jia de tou zhen de hen hao wan ma!?
rang wo da da kan!
ni dong shen me jiao tong de ma!?
ni failed le ni de sejarah!

(WO BING MEI SHUO GUO WO ZI JI HEN HAO! ER QIE! JI SHI WO BU HAO YE BU YOU NI MEN LUAN LAI!SUI SHUO WO ZHEN DE BU HAO, NA YOU ZHEN YANG!? DOU BU GUAN NI MEN DE SHI!!!)