31.05.2011~hmm~

话说。。。

我看到你的样子

就让我觉得自己好没用哦！

就因为你讲的那一句

“我告诉你了也没用。你都帮不上什么忙啊！”

有种啊你！

竟然敢在本少爷面前说这种话！

没大没小啊你！

本少爷~

LOL

随便啦~

哼！

你敢的话

以后都不要对我诉苦咯！

没用的你！

到最后还不是对着我诉苦了！

笑话！

难怪我也会有种要放弃的感觉。。。

因为你那句话啦！

没脑袋的小子！

告诉你也没用，是吗！？

那以后都不要说了！

听不到！看不到！

听懂人话吗！？

听不懂的话本少爷用日语来对你说！

mo me no mae ni monku wa arimasen!

rikai dekimasu ka!?

isshhh!

原本好好的心情都被你破坏了！

真的会放弃的咯我！

因为那本小说也是这样的~

=.="

30.05.2011~yes!

yes!

miehehe!

why am i so happy!?

of course got reason...

but its kinda sad too...

haiz...

okay!

let's start!

1st...

today piano lesson!

muahaha!

finally teacher taught me how to control the...

the what leh...

erm...

the...kyodo!

ala~erm...intensity?

lalala~don't know la...

haha!!!

yesh!

i'll try my best to control my left hand!

why?

because my left hand tekan harder than right hand...

weird right?

never mind...

who cares~

I CARE LA!!!!

LOL~!

then...

my teacher said...

she'll teach me how to use pedal!

yes!!!

muahaha!

my dream~come true~

going la~ hehe...>.<

pedal~pedal~!

haha!

then...

after that...my piano teacher also...

LOL!

she knows a lot!

she taught me cross stitch too!!!

omg!!!

I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!

I JUST CANT FIND THE BOOK AND THE MATERIAL...

by the way...my parents don't want buy for me la...

haha!

and i don't have money also...

now i got the book...

muahaha!

got the materials too!

woohoo!!!

okay...stop the happiness here...

haiz...

kinda sad la...

okay!!!

I didn't eat dragon fruit okay!?

why all these happen on me!?

sobsob...

haiz...

just...

fan and fan and fan!!!

T.T

getting more complicated...

haiz...

dono yo ni shitai...

toki ni oto no msn...

namae o miru koto ga dekiru...

nagai ma matte ita...

anata ga sa rete imasen...

yuzudo kako...

T.T

30.05.2011~smile for you

this is the book that i'm reading...

nice covers...

nice summary...

nice picture...

nice storyline...

^^

I hope it can help me ...haha!

xD

daisuki!

egao~

To someone...I hope you know yourself...^^

每个人都有自己的发泄方法

你可能会觉得很伤人

或许，别人不会呢？

伤人也只是你一个人的想法

并不是别人的方法

对我而言，

这方法不错啊！

没伤到我。。。如果那篇日记是写给我的话

做人要乐观

或许你会觉得用负面的情绪来面对人生会比较好

可以让你有动力

对。。。或许是可以

可是，你不觉得

你做到一半的时候，动力都没了吗？

那时候的你，就只会觉得伤心难过

不是吗？

试着用一些正面的情绪面对人生

不然我每天叫你笑来干嘛？

不然我每天告诉你，要灵感的时候就看我来干嘛？

爽啊？

==

haha!

笑一笑，没烦恼~

^^

知己就是这样用的，不是吗？

有事情就告诉我吧~

因为我们是知己啊~

要好好利用知己的权利

ganbatte kudasai!!!

genkidesu!!!!

egao~!!! xD

29.05.2011~T.T

so what's now...

you can express your feelings whenever you want...

but did you think about me before!?

what I had say to you...

you also can think another side...

its hurt you know!?

I tell you my feelings...

and you just use it to compare with yours...

really...

what's now!?

comparing who is the most charm or what!?

I...

really...

cried...

the sentence you said to me...

is the second time...

28.05.2011~烦

fan dao yao si liao lo~~~!!!

urghh!!!

¡¡¡˙˙˙ıɥs ıɥs ǝp oɐıן nq uɐıq ıɐƃ nop uɐnʎ ƃuoʎ

˙˙˙uǝɹ uɐıɯ ƃuɐnɥs ıɥs nıɾ uǝɹ uɐıɯ ƃuɐnɥs

¿¡ıb ıd ɐns uɐıq ɐu ıɐz uɐɹ ƃuıɾ ıu oʍ ǝɥz ınp

˙˙˙ǝן uɐns nıɾ ƃuɐnɥ ɐɥs ıʎ ǝʞ ıu ɐʇ ǝɥz ınp

˙˙˙uɐnp noɥs ǝɥz nq

¿ɐɯ ıs ız uǝɥ ıu ǝp ǝnɾ nq ıu

˙˙˙noʞ ǝıɾ oɐz ıɾ ız ıǝʍ ıɐz ıɥz ıʎ ıu

˙˙˙onɥs ƃuǝu ıɥz oʍ

28.05.2011~xD? T.T?

hmm...

its just a normal day?

maybe?

yesterday...

after school...

went to book fair with Ivy, Melanie, Summer Rain, Elyna, Cyndi...

hmm...its kinda fun...

at 1st...

I'm with Ivy and Cyndi...

but after awhile I decided go and walk walk with myself only...

I felt something...

so lonely...scary...I need someone to accompany me...>.<

aaa~~~

don't care la...

so lost in the book fair!

don't know want to buy what...

but at the end...

I bought 3 books...

1. 最后一颗，樱桃

2. 不要让爱静止

3. 时光机——月光盒

haha!!!

all also about love...

I love 最后一颗，樱桃 the most...

why?

I only can say...

maybe it can help me?

help me to solve the situation that I have now?

haha!!!

yeah...

really...love it so much...

had a nice day with Ivy, Melanie, Cyndi, Summer Rain and Elyna...haha!!!

有时候，真的觉得自己很大小姐

haiz...

没脑又没用...

19.05.2011~kirai!

我就是讨厌这样没用的自己

这已证明了一切

17.05.2011~KA-NA-SHI-I!!!!!!!!!

kanasai la!!!!!

KANASHII!!!!!

arr!!!!

1st!

if you don't want to join please tell me earlier okay!!!?????

suddenly say quit!!!

want me go and find who and replace you!!!!????

har!!!????

2nd!!

stupid idiot Halif!!!!

you expect me can know what are you talking ahh!!!?????

grr!!!!

IDIOT!!!!

SUCK!!!!!

DARN!!!!

F***!!!!!!

you think we all can get what you mean!!!????

di-a-gram!!!!

inertia=i-ni-shi-a!!!!!!

sucks!!!!!

what actual length har!!!????

sucks!!!!

you're so sucks!!!! you know!!!?!??????

3rd!!!

can't the teacher give some new exam questions!!!????

everything copy last 2 years exam paper!!!!

what for we call you as a t**c**r!!!?????

grr!!!!!!!!!!!

16.05.2011~the loneliness

I should have use to it...

the loneliness that followed from the past few years...

I should have use to it...

why I still feel so sad...

lonely feel...

I should already use to it!

but why!?

everything back to that time...

I feel so lonely...

all of sudden...

I'm so stupid...

hurting people at the same time hurting myself...

I shouldn't change...

I'm just pretending myself...

too good in pretending...

hide myself from everyone...

at the end...

the one who hurts the most is all my friend...and me...

hiding myself...

avoiding you...

pretending to smile...

this few years...

I'm doing all these for the past few years and yet now...

lost and lost...

lose and lose...

I'm not happy at all before I met you...

seriously you let me know my world is colorful...

but now...

I made your world turned to black and white...

and yet...

my world too...

what should I do?

I'm just trying to hide myself...

seriously...

I shouldn't exist...

...

really...

I'm the worst in this world...

so start from now...

please stay away from me...

as far as possible...

I don't want hurt anyone anymore...

I'm just a black cat which brings bad luck to you...

stay away from me...

please stay away from me...

Watashi wa wairudokyatto fukō

PIANO - Tidus and Yuna's Theme

Its so nice and sweet...

I love this song although its a sad song...

when can I reach this level?

I wonder...

Tidus and Yuna Sky Theme

I wonder when I only can play this song...

as smooth as this...

---> next post--->

16.05.2011~haiz...

I wonder...

did I treat all of you too good or what?

or all of you just playing me?

pranking me?

fooling me?

its so weird

when all of you say this in a sudden...

I don't want all of you sad...

I really don't want...

but I did it to all of you...

I'm sorry...

14.05.2011~...

so so so boring~

aih~

don't feel like wanna do anything~

D;

haiz...

usui~

help me~

kashino~

help me~

grey~

help me~

ikuto~

help me~

rikuo~

HELP ME~~~~

=.="

if this world really got rikuo this kind of leng zai yokai...

I sure love him forever...

unfortunately...

don't have...

Lol~

haiz...

G.NA - Rumors [Eng Sub]

love this song so so so muchii~xD

try and listen...

you'll fall in love with it...xP

although it is a sad song...

10.05.2011~sorry

I think...

I should not exist in this world...

I have hurt so many people...

sorry...

08.05.2011~ganbatte kudasai!!!

minna!

ganbatte ne!!!

^^

hehe...xD

是你的，就是你的

又何必要去抢呢？

正如考试一样，

你有读，又何必怕？

又何必到处去问提示呢？

又何必怕输呢？

正如某人所说的，

“因为有了因为，所以有了所以；既然有了既然，何必再说何必？”

pendek kata,

Ganbatte minna!!!!

07.05.2011~

wareware wa haya-sugi ni sotte shutoku shimasu...

sugi ni mata, kyoyu...

hopu wa, kono kesu de wa arimasen

^^

03.05.2011~haiz!

Zutsu!

watashi ga ikitai to shucho suru?

jissai ni watashi to kareshi a o sagashite!

KUREIJI!!!!!

haiz!!!!!

01.05.2011~

boku no yume...

shippai to shite iru...

haiz...

yameru!!!

shippai!!!

akirame!!!

boku no yume!!!

watashi ga akirame!!!!

enjinia ni sayonara!!!

T.T