26.09.2011~gosh?

ohh my~

i hardly focus on 1 thing...

aaa~~~

T A T

doshiyo!?

T^T

keep dizzy and dizzy

T A T

mummy said i low blood pressure...

O A O!

sou ka!?

sou sou...

=w=

i got thalassemia...

sobsob...

i cant even do my homework properly!

GOSH~~~

> o <

tasukete~~~

25.09.2011~so now i only know

so you can purposely dun reply my msg

just because you angry?

you can do that

i can too!

thankz for all these!

I'll remember it till i die!

i swear!

I WILL means I REALLY WILL!!!

THANK YOU!!!

25.09.2011~grr!

好呀！

全部快快给我滚出我的世界啊！

怎么喜欢！

滚啊！

我不介意！

也不稀罕！

我呸！

23.09.2011~hmm...you'll understand ~

weih~

dun always so down la!

you can't expect your whole life will not have any obstacles what...

be optimistic la~

there must be some obstacle for you...

if you fail...

you just need to try it for the 2nd time...

if you fail again...

you should not give up...

try it until you succeed...

understand?

if you didn't think of trying to succeed...

then what for you're waiting here?

waiting for miracle?

even miracle wont drop from the sky okay?

miracle is created by homo sapiens la~

wake up!

wake up from your dreams!

try your best!

don't tell me that you already tried!

please~!

if you tried it...you shouldn't give up too!

try until you succeed!

cheer up!!!

UP UP UP!!!

remember?

be happy...

20.09.2011~just a sad day...

its so nice that i bang my hands to the wall...

xC

yeah...

its nice to do that just to release my anger...

why are you spoiled my mood?

why you ruin it?

it's the 1st i have a solo presentation...

without any1's helps...

and teacher said 'yes! good!'

it's the 1st time...

do you know that?

i was so happy and wanted to tell you this...

but why?

i didn't receive it...

means i didn't...

you think i'm happy by not receiving it?

i just wan to share the happiness with you...

but why...

everything must be started like that?

i cant even get a chance to tell you about this...

never mind...

everything has passed...

it's over...

no point for me to say that...

i'm down...

i'm frustrated...

all the negative thoughts are filled up my minds...

until i cant fight back...

until i cant even practise my piano...

i'm so frustrated now...

i used my hands to bang on the wall...and now it's red...

haha!

so nice...

by giving up just like this...

sorry...

18.09.2011~GOSH! BRAINLESS!

gosh!

i met a brain-less guy today!

i tell you the story you'll laugh until your stomach pain!

okay!

story starts like that...

after my tuition

my dad bring us to Viva lo...

near ma...xD

then...

1 stupid guy...

scold us!

=w=

i was like...'huh? what the f...!?'

you know...

beside him is the entrance (in front of us la)

so he stops at there wait for the cars ma...

fine lo~

we wait for him lo...

we didn't show middle finger or what...

we DIN even horn him...

he scold us...

=.="

i just wanna come out from the car then show him what's manners means!

how dare he did that to us!

we din horn or what...

we just wait...

omg!?

what country is this!?

where's the manners!?

fetching his gf still wan to scold some more...

some more point at another entrance (asking us to go away la)

what the hell!?

the entrance build by your father!?

by your mother!?

by your grandfather!?

by your grandmother!?

or by your nenek moyang!?

what the hell!?

does not make sense okay!?

the road is not yours!

the car is not yours too!

yours is just a girlfriend, helmets and your motorcycle!

STUPID!

please la!

some more scold my dad!

he's older than you la!

dun make me scold you bad words la!

you should just go away!

some more across the road...there's no car!

but he just stop at there and scold us!

=w="

behind him also got another car waiting for him...

omg?

you're GOD!?

should i pay you respect!?

=.="

NO! NEVER and EVER!

you're not god okay!?

do need a teenager to teach you what's the meaning of manners!?

even my the last class in my sch also know how to say sorry la~

you leh!?

scold scold scold!

in your mind only got scold la?

why dun you just scold your girlfriend?

=.="

respect the older!

-.-"

like that also need to teach~!

really don't know what have you studied...

GOSH!

18.09.2011~lalala

不要把自己看得太重

或许

你对他们来说不曾重要过

不要把自己看得太重，伤会很痛

16.09.2011~urghh! =w=

stupid people...

will just mistaken without analyse it...

that's what we call as outsiders...

smart people...

will not just mistaken like that but they'll analyse it...

that's what we call as friends...

i don't really know why...

i'm trying my best to solve the problems...

as an outsiders...

you can say anything you want...

i don't care

because it's your mouth...not mine...

i can't control...

but as a friend...

you should know...

what problems am i facing...

but not mistaken me also!

i thought friends will understand me more than the outsiders...

but from here...

i have learned it...

friends=outsiders...

thank you for what all of you have done to me...

really...

and truly...

thank you!

outsiders can say i'm a flirt...

but...

how can a friend say that i'm a flirt?

i'm NOT!

i thought all of you could understand me well!

understand better than others!

but non of you...

disappointed...

really...

and truly...

disappointed...

mistaken for a long time...

you think that a 'sorry' can replace everything?

i'm so sorry to tell you...

i wont accept your sorry...

because...

1. it has passed for long time...

2. sorry is just a word to me...there's no meaning...

3. hurt means hurt...nothing can change the fact...

i write this post...

just want to say...

I'M NOT A FLIRT!

i have explained it...

want to believe or not it's all up to you...

anything you want...

i can't control your mind...

i can't control your MOUTH...

say whatever you like...

do whatever you want...

i wont care...

because i have used to it...

but think use your brain a bit...

if you're me...

what will you do?

what if you already say no?

what if they still want?

what should you do?

you CAN'T even do a SINGLE THING...

you fool...

think before you say...

think before you do...

you must be responsible for what you have said and done to the others...

there's no regrets in it...

so please...

THINK...

or else...

your brain will be rusted!

---NEVER explain. Your FRIENDS DO NOT need it and your ENEMIES will NOT believe it anyway---

12.09.2011~life quotes

sometimes...

when you're down...

find some life quotes for yourself...

it may help you...

just like this...

->Love can be sometimes magic.

But magic can,

sometimes,

just an illusion.

->To the world you may be the one person

but to one person you may be the world

->You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep

because reality is finally better than your dreams

->In order to be someone

you must first be yourself

ne~

i hope all these quotes can help all of you...

11.09.2011~: D D':

wei jian gor!!!

hapi tanjo-bi!!!

hehe...xD

gor gor changed a lot leh...

so mature...

> <"

hehe...

wish your dream comes true~~~

ah jie is back!!!

haha!

silent night~

SHHIU~~~!

hehe...xD

D':

so now what?

i know i'm short...

so?

there's many short guys/ girls around you...

==

why must you said i short just because i cannot see the sentence?

D:

your doot also la~

say your doot you beh song me...

=="

crazy~

so wanna fight is it?

=X

hehe...

i love fighting...

come la~

don't think that you're tall and i'll scare!

i'm not that easy to lose!

some more is fight with you this kind of useless people!

ble~~~=P

don't like ohh?

beh song ohh?

neh ni neh ni bu bu~~~

I'm short~

xD

who cares la~

girls want so tall for what?

-.-"

can't understand...

LOL~!

headache go away~

phhiu~

hehe...

09.09.2011~now i know...

the 1 with the sad face...

will always be the innocent...

the 1 with the normal face...

is always get blamed by the others...

what about the 1 with the normal face...

but inside is sad?

just that didn't show it?

the answer still the same...

the 1 with the normal face is always get blamed by the others...

now i only understand this theory...

thankz for teaching me this precious theory...

i'll keep it in my heart...

i'll never forget about it...

thank you...

09.09.2011~o.o

where does it go?

all the while...

where does it go?

i don't want to be like that...

it's strange...

08.09.2011~meow!

ne...

quite okay today...

because i gt yanniie...

who sang so many times...

i love your voice when you sing that song...

few more times pls~

>.<

and...

a bit sad...

kinda sad...

why nowadays...

what i have said has been fought back?

=.="

am i nice to bully with?

even...

you!

also did that...

i just want to say...

i understood everything...

i cant tell you whether i understand or not...

its not fair that i tell you...

did you get it?

but seems like you don't really understand...

but never mind...

just fight back...

who cares right?

i have used to it...

its just a nice feeling for me...

yeah~

NICE feeling...

o w o

07.09.2011~>.<"

being left out doesn't seem so bad...

^^

at least i get something that i really didn't expect to be happened in my life...

haha!

its caring...

well...

as you know...

i'm having fever now...

i thought it would be like normal day as last time...

but it didn't seem to be like that...

i woke up after ate my medicine...

its quite dizzy that i can see everything in 2 shadows...

haha!

well...

i checked my phone...

i saw 2 messages...

i was surprised...

why?

hehe...

i saw waiyan's message lo...

hehe...

so happy leh...>.<

another is choo...

ah gor~

haha!

my ah gor...so sayang me leh...

sms with me...

asking me whether i'm okay or not

hehe...

so caring weih~

then is vege...

asking me here and there...

haha!

funny...^^

but don't worry la...

then next is melanie...

hehe...

after that is meiling...

i didn't expect that many...

>.<

hehe...

as what melanie said...

there's many people is care about me...

just that i didn't realize it...

haha!

being left out is just a small matter...

its not that important...

its just a feeling towards it...

as long as i'm happy...

then everything is done...

right?

xD

---don't worry, be happy---

07.09.2011~

gosh!

T^T

fever!

didn't attend sch today...

sad case~

being left out does not taste good...

^^

jing...

i felt the same way as you do...

haha!

gonna think a lot tonight...

06.09.2011~==

gosh!

its just the second day of sch after 1 week holiday!

aaa...

so damn freaking busy!!!

bahagian disiplin!

prefect things!

prefect hi-tea!

something!

and something!

and SOMETHING!!!

LOTS AND LOTS~~~

AAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~

---suffer---

骗人不是这样骗的~

=w=

02.09.2011~T ^ T

doshiyo?
T ^ T
my mum is going to sue him...
T ^ T
she won't listen to me...
DOSHIYO!?
T.T
should i resign?
i'm just about to love it...
nani ga!?
kami-sama!!!
tasukete kudasai!!!
T^T
sore wa nanideshou!?
T^T

01.09.2011~so what's now?

so stupid people really do stupid stuffs huh?
please be responsible for what you have said to the others...
not everyone can be fooled by you...
you're not that smart...
you're just smart alex...
got it?
don't think that your lies can really cover everything...
don't fool around...
you're not that 'high-tec' yet...
remember...
there'll be someone who is watching you...
just that you won't realise...
SMART ALEX...
haha!
and the one is me...
i won't be so easy to trust a person...
and all of you...
haha!
of course i won't...
don't think that a lie can cover everything...
its not at all...
got it, SMART ALEX?
your lies are just...
A PIECE OF CAKE...
haha!
don't ever try to prank me guys...
your expression has told me everything...
from your expression, i could see that...
SMART ALEX...

you want to do anything i won't care...
but please!
DON'T EVER INVOLVE THOSE INNOCENT PEOPLE!
I'LL PISS YOU OFF!
because I'M PISSED OFF NOW!!!
you stupid guys...
i'm INNOCENT okay?
get me involve in it huh?
you'll taste the sadness for what you have done...
you'll taste the regret for what you have said...
involve me?
you'll really get piss off...
haha!
i'll piss you back double or triple...
don't ever think that girls are nice to bully...
NO!
the world has changed!
girls are more powerful than what you thought...
hehe...=D
don't ever try to do the same thing to me...
cause you'll never know what will you get for the next...
remember this...

I'M TOTALLY PISS OFF NOW...
I'LL PAY YOU BACK SOMEDAY...

^^
try to be a fool is not a good way...
and yet...
try to be a smart alex is not a good way too...
haha!
DON'T EVER TREAT PEOPLE AS THEY ARE FOOL TO YOU...
you'll NEVER KNOW how smart they are...
you'll REGRET for what you have done...
for sure!
YOU'LL REGRET...

and i'm not the one you know for the last time...
my attitude has changed for long time ago...
like or don't like I WON'T CARE and I DON'T MIND...
its nothing for me...
all of you said 'i'll revenge someday' to me...
so...i'm saying the same sentence to you...
I'LL REVENGE SOMEDAY =D
be careful...
as what i have said...
YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT'S THE NEXT...
^^