天天就只会穿我的衣服
现在跟你要一件衣服就给脸色我看
如果你有种的话
就不要借我的衣服，不要穿我的衣服！！！

If I Have Decided, Nothing Can Stop Me...

you will never praise me or sis...
in your eyes there's only bro...
yeah...
i admit...im lazy
but when im hardworking you are nt around...
you said bro is hardworking?
yeah...of course he is...
when you are around ONLY...
im the same as my grandma?
haha!
yeah...thats wat all of you like to say...
why?
because when im small i always play with her...
thank you for scolding me...
you make me realize that if i want to, nothing can block me...
like now...
i will prove it to you...
I CAN GET STRAIGHT As IN SPM...
by that time...
please dun say that "as i expected" all these foolish things...
you just wan face...
you love my bro...
why?
he got straight A1 in SPM...
right?
now...
challenge is accepted...
i will prove it...
i will make you realize...
If I Have Decided What I Want To Do, Nothing Will Ever Block Me...NOT EVEN YOU...

thank you for all these foolish words...
i will no longer feel unhappy with them...
because
they are the power of me...to fight for i want...
they are the power of me...to make you realize that I CAN BE HARDWORKING IF I WANT TOO...
you will regret...

still remember...
my aunty...said this to you...
"NEVER EVER SCOLD THE CHILDREN WITH FOOLISH WORDS"
you said it...you will never scold us with those things anymore...
but what about now?
from this...
i can prove that all you want is FACE...
yeah...
face...

thank you for being this kind of person in my life...
its the chance for me to fight back...
its the time for me to take whatever i want...

" Umm maybe write something like .. if you stop treating me badly, then i will stop mine too. let's not fight and stay cool. I wont hurt you and you dont hurt me."
thats wat she told me...

so now im telling you...
stop talking bad about me...
if you can make it im sure i can make it too...
if you continue...there's no way for me to stop...
there's the only way...
yes or no
you choose it...
im nt gonna to decide it...
you started it 1st and you have to end it NOW
thats all i wan...
you should know wat you had done before i wrote those things to you...
think clearly...

不要把我那把许久没用的火激起
一旦激起请你好自为之
我慎重的警告
不要得寸进尺
重来没有人向你这样
如此下贱！
如此卑鄙！
如此的没用！
简直就是窝囊废！
简直就是世界的垃圾！
没用的垃圾就应该拿去丢！
不要让我当众把你的脸给撕到破破烂烂
我说到做到！
听着了！
窝囊废！
没有任何的机会！
是你自己不要珍惜！
做朋友做到你这样
真是“前世修来的福”！

把我良心当狗吠的人，最好小心一点
你在做天在看，
我不动，你也会有报应
我不是笨的，
我有眼睛，我会看
小心啊！
最怕是今天鬼来找你

跟我斗神经质？
你拍马都追不上我
你让我神经，
我也会，但是你要记住
你最后会比我更神经
=D

如果这个世界上只存有一个“如果”
那你希望这个“如果”
会是怎样的如果？






如果当初我没有放弃你，我们会是怎样的？

To THE BITCH

不要整天扮可怜
不要整天说没有人真心对你
用下你的脑
当我真心对你时，你把我的真心丢去哪里了？
我说了，我愿意负责
我会把它打印出来，我会去复印，我也不需要你们付钱
你干嘛还跟全部人说我没有做东西？
什么叫没有做东西？
帮你打印，帮你复印，不用你们付钱
这些不是东西吗？
整天只会扮到楚楚可怜
整天在装可爱
活该！你被你的好朋友说你是月半女！

you better keep your mouth shut before i slap you until you bleed, bitch!
i will never care about the others or even your boyfriend...
i will do whatever to make you feel the way i feel right now...
i will revenge...
so don't take my heart as granted if you don't know how to appreciate it...
let me teach you, BITCH...
find a place where there's no other people then only you talk bad about people...
don't behave like a bitch and i don't like it!
BITCH!
 listen carefully...
what you have done is done...
and you'll need to pay back for what you have done to me...
this is what you deserve...
don't blame other people...
this is what you should feel...

08.07.2012~=/

i hate talking too much which is more than other people
thats why
i rather dont want to talk...

对
你讲什么都对的
之前讲那样的是你
现在讲这样的也是你
没错
你就是那个大哥大
对不对？
我只是说回你之前讲的东西而已
你呢？
却说这个不对，那个也不对
你说完咯？
那我以后什么都不说
让你说就好了
对不对？
我知道你很喜欢这样的！

to idiots will do...

why human must be born in this way?
why human so gepo?
why human must care people's stuff without care about their own stuff?
whatever i said you dont believe...
what for you ask?
why dont you stop doing this to annoy others and behave yourself like a good little kid?
is that so difficult?
STOP ANNOYING people by ASKING PERSONAL STUFF...
we're not born to be your servant...
and you're not born to be our boss...
we are the same...
just a normal human...
not whose boss nor whose servant...

不知悔改
不可原谅

不知错
不可饶

不懂自己错在哪儿
就不要到处乱说
“对不起”
都不会说，还想要什么？

30.05.2012~tuition group work

muahaha!!!

how are you? xD

miss me?

omg!

perasan~~~

hehe...

hmm...

the photo is...

my tuition group work...

haha!!!

can see wat's special inside?

hehe...

look at it...

you'll smile...xD

NO!

LAUGH!!!!

...

期待是幸福的
但
结果不是你想象那样
那
期待是不值得

gossh!
little girl!
stop spreading the past of me!
its so embarrassing and ashame of!
so just stop it la...
we got nothing nice to gossip about!
okay?
if you continue doing this
for sure he will break up with you
so little girl
be smart!
STOP IT!!!

24.04.2012~~~GAHHH~~~~

recently...
i've fell in love with english book!
 O.O!?
aaaaaaaa....
 i've been searching this books for few months!!!
 and now...
 i found it!
 xDDDDD
and it's expensive...
T.T"
so god...
ywhy are you being so cruel to me!?
 i wan it!!!
 give me!!!!
RAWR~~~~
each costs RM 32.90...
 gosshhh...
 and the thickness of this books just thinner than "Water for Elephants"
 but "Water for Elephants" costs RM 22.90 ONLY
wa...

A Walk To Remember

Dear John

i dont care!
 i'll buy it!!!!
with this price also!!!!!
 after SPM of course...
 hope both of them still there when i come back...
God~
 Please~~~~
>///<

i typed TT instead of ^^...
what the hell am i doing?

13.04.2012~crazy...

Did I make you angry?
No...
I din even say a single thing to you
I just wan all of us to work with a smile
So what for you scold me?
I saw all of you are weird because all of you din chat...
And I just ask why all of you so quiet...
Did I do sth wrong?
I just wan to care about all of you...
Thn why you scold me by saying 'you so noisy for what!?'
Thn another 1 said that 'if we talk you scold us noisy!'
Excuse me...
You know who to behave yourself or not?
Can you talk loudly during perhimpunan!?
I'm not the one who complain it...
Is TEACHERS
Why dun you scold teacherS face-to-face!?
While I'm reading my book...
You ask me why am I so moody so emo so serious!?
Isn't it sounds funny!?
You complained that I'm noisy
Thn I'll just keep my mouth shut!
Is there anything wrong!?
Dun bullshit me pls!
Fuck off man ,you little kids!!!
You are the one who bring this up!
You scold bad words in front of STUDENTS and TEACHERS
I didnt even scold all of you...

Its okay you scold me...
Please la...
Use your brain!
1 is from 3C
2 from 3E
All smart classes...
Why dun you use your brain to think before you say sth!?
Really...
Fuck off please...
Use your shit brain before you talk to me
Little kids!!!

hmm....

今天看回六年级写的东西
说什么我发誓一定要得到7A
拿是拿到了
却在几年后才拿到
好笑哦
不过这样也好
至少我有想象过...

如果眼泪一直不停的掉
那该怎么办？

24.03.2012~

how true it is after i figured it out...
you're just ignoring me whenever i tell you something...
anything...
you gave a perfunctory nod to me...
so how well it is if i can do that to you too
now i only realise...
thank you for all the perfunctory nods...
you make me stronger than ever...
even stronger than you...
=)
1 more thing...
am i a BEST friend to you?
i cant see that...
sorry...
so i will never forget the pain that you caused...
never...
it makes me stronger and stronger
and eventually forget about you...
=)
thats the only way that i can figure out...

thanks for the time that you spends on me...
no...
GAVE me...
really...


when people cut you down or talk behind your back,
remember,
they took time out of their pathetic lives to think about you...
=D